I keep wondering why I don't fee guilty at all for not being all wrapped up in business and stressed about making a living like I have been most of my life.
Something is different now. Since all the stress and changes of the spring and summer with family; I seem to be different. I am calmer yet my patience level with silliness is nil. I am dreaming more, hungry all the time, completely enjoying my life to the max. Even when i am folding laundry - I like it. I don't miss what I don't have but I know I can have whatever I want, whenever I want it. Right now, I have what I need and I am happy.
Okay, I say that today. Seriously though, I am so glad to be cut loose from all the responsibility I took on regarding family - especially when most of them are fully capable adults anyway. I am really glad to know that I have done what i can and the rest is up to them.
Now, I wonder what excitement the night holds as I dream clearly each night. Airplanes, strange houses and a lot of blue sky and white fluffy clouds. I wonder what the day will bring tomorrow but I don't worry about it. I love whatever it is - I will accept it. What fun I feel in my soul tonight!
until next time ... Cybersource77
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